My twin sister forced me to wear a bikini at our eighteenth birthday party and laughed, “Go on… show everyone the monster you’ve been hiding under that robe.” Nearly two hundred guests raised their phones, expecting the humiliation of the year.

My twin sister forced me to wear a bikini at our eighteenth birthday party and laughed, “Go on… show everyone the monster you’ve been hiding under that robe.” Nearly two hundred guests raised their phones, expecting the humiliation of the year.

Chloe stood at the edge of the water, the microphone resting against her hip, a look of absolute, arrogant victory plastered across her flawless face. She thought she had won. She thought I was going to reveal a pale, un-toned, perfectly normal body, proving to the entire school that my reclusive nature was nothing more than a pathetic, attention-seeking personality disorder.

I stopped exactly three feet away from her. I looked into her beautiful, expectant hazel eyes.

My fingers, slick with sweat, gripped the thick knot of the bathrobe belt. I pulled.

The knot came loose.

I gripped the lapels of the heavy white terrycloth. I opened my arms, pushing the fabric backward. The heavy robe slipped off my shoulders, sliding down my arms, and pooled into a bright white halo around my ankles on the hot concrete.

I stood in the blinding, midday sunlight, wearing nothing but the tiny, neon-pink string bikini.

The reaction was instantaneous, violent, and absolute.

A collective, massive, horrified gasp rippled through the crowd of two hundred teenagers. It was a visceral, guttural sound of pure shock. Someone near the back dropped a glass bottle; it shattered loudly against the patio stones, the sound echoing like a bomb.