By sixteen, our families had already started joking about a wedding.
By twenty-eight, we had mailed the invitations.
Then life kicked us in the teeth.
I was going to fall apart.
Two months before the ceremony, Ben collapsed at work.
Everything I had ever planned turned to smoke.
“He has an aggressive form of cancer,” the doctor had told us. “Advanced. I’m sorry. We’re looking at months, not years.”
I remembered nodding without understanding the words.
I remembered Ben reaching for my hand and squeezing it too tight.